Post by angeldestiny09 on Dec 8, 2011 18:29:39 GMT -5
Slipping Away Chapter 4:Abuse
Me:Okay well....I hate my life. I just want to forget everything that happened. I want a new start.
We walked to the couch and sat. I had my back on the arm rest and my legs to my chest. Greyson sat right close to me.
Greyson: trust me I know what you mean. This one girl broke my heart and I just wanted to get as far from this place as I could.
Me: Greyson I was abused.
Greyson: oh I'm really sorry.
Me: its fine now, I don't see my dad anymore, I never really have. Well when I was about 4. I remember my mommy and I were in the kitchen she was making cookies and I kept on sneaking cookie dough. The door bust open and appeared my dad. He was so angry for no reason. He started screaming at my mom and I ran upstairs and hid in the bathroom. I sat with my knees to my chest and back to the door. I heard screaming and glass breaking.
I tear slowly ran down my cheek. Greyson wiped it away.
Me:My dad always said he was sorry and he loved me but after a while hearing it I knew it was a lie. My parents divorced and He tried to take custody over me but he didn't want me he wanted the money. He always said it was mommy's fault but I knew it was his. He actually hit me when I told him. Ever since then he hit me. I lied so many times to the teacher and kids about it. I said i fell off my bike. I haven't spoke to him in 5 years. I don't plan on seeing him ever again.
Greyson: Wow I-i had no idea. I mean you don't look like something like that has ever happened to you.
Me: I don't like talking about it.
Greyson: your mom was saying that you used to sing and play piano.
Me: I will never touch a piano again. That's why I don't play anymore because of him.
Greyson: well do you sing?
Me: kinda but I suck
Greyson: I think your singing is beautiful. I hear you. What song was it? Um.......INVISIBLE yeah by um....
Me and Greyson: Taylor Swift
Me: yeah I wasn't- that wasn't- it wasn't-
Greyson: it was you who was singing that.
Me: well yeah but-
Greyson: there are no buts.
I smiled and Greyson smiled to. All of a sudden it felt like gravity was pulling us together. We just started leaning in. Until we heard voices and pulled away.
Mom: hey guys. We didn't hear much talking from down here.
Me: we actually were talking. Alot. You missed it.
Mom: oh well did you see what I got for you?
Me: no.....
Mom: follow me.
We all went into a dark roomin the basement. Then mommy turned on the lights and there was a piano with a microphone and a sound proof room.
Me: mommy....
Mom: I thought that since we started new-
Me: I would've forget everything? No thanks mom but I'm not touching that Piano.
Mom: Des...
Me: NO! I didn't even want to move here anyway! I hate it here just like I hated it there!
Mom: you don't know that you hate it here. Give it a chance. You never give anything a chance anymore.
Me: all faith is lost. It left us when I was 4.
And with that I went to my room.
Thanks for all the comments! I love them! Tomorrow on twitter we should help trend #HOTTNVideo love you guys! What do you think will happen next?#EnchancerFamily
Me:Okay well....I hate my life. I just want to forget everything that happened. I want a new start.
We walked to the couch and sat. I had my back on the arm rest and my legs to my chest. Greyson sat right close to me.
Greyson: trust me I know what you mean. This one girl broke my heart and I just wanted to get as far from this place as I could.
Me: Greyson I was abused.
Greyson: oh I'm really sorry.
Me: its fine now, I don't see my dad anymore, I never really have. Well when I was about 4. I remember my mommy and I were in the kitchen she was making cookies and I kept on sneaking cookie dough. The door bust open and appeared my dad. He was so angry for no reason. He started screaming at my mom and I ran upstairs and hid in the bathroom. I sat with my knees to my chest and back to the door. I heard screaming and glass breaking.
I tear slowly ran down my cheek. Greyson wiped it away.
Me:My dad always said he was sorry and he loved me but after a while hearing it I knew it was a lie. My parents divorced and He tried to take custody over me but he didn't want me he wanted the money. He always said it was mommy's fault but I knew it was his. He actually hit me when I told him. Ever since then he hit me. I lied so many times to the teacher and kids about it. I said i fell off my bike. I haven't spoke to him in 5 years. I don't plan on seeing him ever again.
Greyson: Wow I-i had no idea. I mean you don't look like something like that has ever happened to you.
Me: I don't like talking about it.
Greyson: your mom was saying that you used to sing and play piano.
Me: I will never touch a piano again. That's why I don't play anymore because of him.
Greyson: well do you sing?
Me: kinda but I suck
Greyson: I think your singing is beautiful. I hear you. What song was it? Um.......INVISIBLE yeah by um....
Me and Greyson: Taylor Swift
Me: yeah I wasn't- that wasn't- it wasn't-
Greyson: it was you who was singing that.
Me: well yeah but-
Greyson: there are no buts.
I smiled and Greyson smiled to. All of a sudden it felt like gravity was pulling us together. We just started leaning in. Until we heard voices and pulled away.
Mom: hey guys. We didn't hear much talking from down here.
Me: we actually were talking. Alot. You missed it.
Mom: oh well did you see what I got for you?
Me: no.....
Mom: follow me.
We all went into a dark roomin the basement. Then mommy turned on the lights and there was a piano with a microphone and a sound proof room.
Me: mommy....
Mom: I thought that since we started new-
Me: I would've forget everything? No thanks mom but I'm not touching that Piano.
Mom: Des...
Me: NO! I didn't even want to move here anyway! I hate it here just like I hated it there!
Mom: you don't know that you hate it here. Give it a chance. You never give anything a chance anymore.
Me: all faith is lost. It left us when I was 4.
And with that I went to my room.
Thanks for all the comments! I love them! Tomorrow on twitter we should help trend #HOTTNVideo love you guys! What do you think will happen next?#EnchancerFamily