Post by angeldestiny09 on Dec 10, 2011 0:23:10 GMT -5
Slipping Away Chapter 5: Looking Back
I was so mean to my mom but I didn't realize it until later that night. I told her I was sorry but I couldn't touch that piano. I just didn't know how to take a chance anymore, all hope left with my dad. Until one day. It was actually on Christmas. Greyson and I were amazing friends. We told each other everything. I developed a love for him. We were best friends but acted like lovers. It was harmless flirting. Right? It was Christmas and Greyson and I were hanging out. It was about 1:00pm and the house smelt like ginger bread cookies. We were downstairs. Like always. Sitting on the couch talking. I had my head on his lap and he was playing with my hair.
Greyson: Merry Christmas Angel!
Me: Seriously? Pet names? Let's see..... I'll call you......Greyberry!
Greyson: what kind of name is that?
Me: what? You don't like it?
Greyson: its not that its just....it sucks.
Me: Fine...um I give up. I'm just going to call you Grey.
Greyson: Yeah I like that.
Me: your such a dork but Merry Christmas Grey.
Greyson: I um got you something.
Me: no you didn't! I told you not to!
Greyson: yeah well I wanted to give this to you anyway.
He pulled out a box that looked like a ring box.
Me: Oh my gosh Greyson I love you but um don't you think its a little to early for marriage?
I joked around alot with him.
Greyson: this isn't a wedding ring.
I sat up and Greyson got down on one knee on the floor.
Greyson: Its a promise ring. Destiny, I love you. More than anything and I want you to be my girlfriend. This ring symbolizes my promise that no matter what I'll never stop loving you.
Greyson opened the box,and I saw the beautiful ring that made my eyes water. My outfit was now complete.
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Me: Oh my gosh Greyson! I love it! Its Beautiful, I-I would love to be your girlfriend. He slid the ring on my finger and we resumed our positions on the couch. We talked for a little bit before my mom came downstairs with the phone.
Mom: its your father.
My heart stopped beating. My palms got sweaty and my stomach flipped.
Me: I'm not talking to him
Mom: please just say hi. Its Christmas.
Me: fine can Greyson stay though.
Mom: I don't care.
I grabbed the phone.
Me: H-Hello?
Dad: Hey Angel
Me: Don't call me that.
Dad: why what's wrong?
Me: Mark its been 5 years. What do you want?
Dad: I'm calling to tell you I want to see you again.
Me: no. I don't ever want to see your face again. I hate you. I hate your guts. Stay away from me.
Dad: DESTINY DON'T TALK TO ME THAT WAY!
Me: Why? There's nothing you can do about it. You can't hit me anymore.
Dad: SHUT UP. I'M TRYING TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY OWN DAUGHTER AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN LOVE ME ENOUGH TO GIVE ME A CHANCE.
Me: Mark, you don't love me, you love the money, I'm not some charity war. I hate you. Don't you get that. You will never be my dad. Ever. Your not walking me down the aisle either. I don't want you to talk to me ever again.
and with that I hung up.
I started to cry and Greyson sat me in his lap and let me cry into his chest. He whispered things in my ear saying it was okay. He then started playing with my hair while singing to me as my tears turned into sniffles.
Greyson: there's only one thing two do three words four you. I love you.
I looked up at Greyson and smiled.
Me: I love you Greyson.
I whispered.
Greyson: its going to be okay. I promise.
Me: somehow I believe you. Greyson if I ask you something would you honestly answer?
Greyson: of course.
Me: would you like to hear my song I wrote about my dad. I mean I know I said I wasn't going to touch the piano but I did and I wrote a song.
Greyson: I would love to hear it.
Greyson and I walked to the piano room.
Me: okay.....
How did you like this chapter? I really enjoyed writing this one and I really think you guys are going to love the next one. Have y'all seen #HOTTNVideo? ITS AMAZING! I was asked if I have more suprises up my sleeve and the answer is defiantly yes! I'm full of suprises! I love them-angeldestiny09
I was so mean to my mom but I didn't realize it until later that night. I told her I was sorry but I couldn't touch that piano. I just didn't know how to take a chance anymore, all hope left with my dad. Until one day. It was actually on Christmas. Greyson and I were amazing friends. We told each other everything. I developed a love for him. We were best friends but acted like lovers. It was harmless flirting. Right? It was Christmas and Greyson and I were hanging out. It was about 1:00pm and the house smelt like ginger bread cookies. We were downstairs. Like always. Sitting on the couch talking. I had my head on his lap and he was playing with my hair.
Greyson: Merry Christmas Angel!
Me: Seriously? Pet names? Let's see..... I'll call you......Greyberry!
Greyson: what kind of name is that?
Me: what? You don't like it?
Greyson: its not that its just....it sucks.
Me: Fine...um I give up. I'm just going to call you Grey.
Greyson: Yeah I like that.
Me: your such a dork but Merry Christmas Grey.
Greyson: I um got you something.
Me: no you didn't! I told you not to!
Greyson: yeah well I wanted to give this to you anyway.
He pulled out a box that looked like a ring box.
Me: Oh my gosh Greyson I love you but um don't you think its a little to early for marriage?
I joked around alot with him.
Greyson: this isn't a wedding ring.
I sat up and Greyson got down on one knee on the floor.
Greyson: Its a promise ring. Destiny, I love you. More than anything and I want you to be my girlfriend. This ring symbolizes my promise that no matter what I'll never stop loving you.
Greyson opened the box,and I saw the beautiful ring that made my eyes water. My outfit was now complete.
www.polyvore.com/stranded/set?id=40571200
Me: Oh my gosh Greyson! I love it! Its Beautiful, I-I would love to be your girlfriend. He slid the ring on my finger and we resumed our positions on the couch. We talked for a little bit before my mom came downstairs with the phone.
Mom: its your father.
My heart stopped beating. My palms got sweaty and my stomach flipped.
Me: I'm not talking to him
Mom: please just say hi. Its Christmas.
Me: fine can Greyson stay though.
Mom: I don't care.
I grabbed the phone.
Me: H-Hello?
Dad: Hey Angel
Me: Don't call me that.
Dad: why what's wrong?
Me: Mark its been 5 years. What do you want?
Dad: I'm calling to tell you I want to see you again.
Me: no. I don't ever want to see your face again. I hate you. I hate your guts. Stay away from me.
Dad: DESTINY DON'T TALK TO ME THAT WAY!
Me: Why? There's nothing you can do about it. You can't hit me anymore.
Dad: SHUT UP. I'M TRYING TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY OWN DAUGHTER AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN LOVE ME ENOUGH TO GIVE ME A CHANCE.
Me: Mark, you don't love me, you love the money, I'm not some charity war. I hate you. Don't you get that. You will never be my dad. Ever. Your not walking me down the aisle either. I don't want you to talk to me ever again.
and with that I hung up.
I started to cry and Greyson sat me in his lap and let me cry into his chest. He whispered things in my ear saying it was okay. He then started playing with my hair while singing to me as my tears turned into sniffles.
Greyson: there's only one thing two do three words four you. I love you.
I looked up at Greyson and smiled.
Me: I love you Greyson.
I whispered.
Greyson: its going to be okay. I promise.
Me: somehow I believe you. Greyson if I ask you something would you honestly answer?
Greyson: of course.
Me: would you like to hear my song I wrote about my dad. I mean I know I said I wasn't going to touch the piano but I did and I wrote a song.
Greyson: I would love to hear it.
Greyson and I walked to the piano room.
Me: okay.....
How did you like this chapter? I really enjoyed writing this one and I really think you guys are going to love the next one. Have y'all seen #HOTTNVideo? ITS AMAZING! I was asked if I have more suprises up my sleeve and the answer is defiantly yes! I'm full of suprises! I love them-angeldestiny09