Post by angeldestiny09 on Dec 22, 2011 14:36:54 GMT -5
Slipping Away Chapter 6: For The Love Of A Daughter.
Me: Okay....
Greyson and I sat on the bench and I slowly put my hands to the piano. *warning I'm ripping off Demi lovato on this song*
I started playing.
Me: 4 years old with my back to the door, all I could hear, was a family war. Your selfish hands always expecting more. Am I you child or just a charity war? You have a hollowed out heart but its heavy in your chest, I try so hard to fight it but its hopeless, hopeless, your hopeless. Oh father please father, I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go. Oh father, please father, put the bottle down for the love of a daughter.
I sneaked a look at Greyson. He had no emotion what so ever.
Me: its been 5 years since we've spoken last, and you can't take back, what we never had oh I can be manipulated only so many times. Before even I love you starts to sound like a lie. You have a hollowed out heart but its heavy in your chest I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless, hopeless, your hopeless, oh father please father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go, oh father please father put the bottle down for the love of a daughter, don't you remember I'm your baby girl, how could you push me right out of your world, lied to your flesh and your blood, put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved. DON'T YOU REMEMBER I'M YOUR BABY GIRL HOW COULD YOU PUSH ME RIGHT OUT OF YOUR WORLD? So young when the pain had begun, now forever afraid of being loved.
I started to cry slowly tears ran down my cheeks.
Me: Oh father, please father, I love to leave you alone but I can't let you go, oh father please father oh oh oh oh father please father put the bottle down for the love of a daughter, for the love of a daughter.
I took my hands off the keys and looked at Greyson. He was crying. Tears slid down his cheeks. It wasn't showing he was girly or weak. It showed he's vulnerable and sensitive. He gets me. How I feel. I never wanted to see him cry. I threw my arms around him and he hugged me, comforting me. We just sat there and cried. Eventually Greyson lifted his head and I lifted mine. His cheeks were rosy and his eyes were still leaking with water.
Greyson: hey let's clean up those tears.
He wiped my tears away and smiled which made me smile.
Greyson: see there's that beautiful smile.
Me: thanks Greyson
I grabbed his hands and held them.
Greyson: I loved that song. Its just amazing. Your voice amazing. Your just amazing.
I laughed.
Me: thanks I try
I said rolling my eyes jokingly.
Greyson: Truthfully I was scared to ask you out.
Me: why?
Greyson: its just your beautiful. Extremely gorgeous and I thought our friendship was going well but you seemed scared to try something new. Something that would make a change, you know.
Me: I was scared, I thought our flirting was just messing around, joking until you asked me and I realized it meant something. Some how I already knew it. No matter what happens I want us to be friends.
Greyson: deal.
Greyson moved his hands and slid them over mine. Then his phone vibrated, and he[glow=red,2,300][/glow][shadow=red,left,300][/shadow] checked it. after he was done he slid it back in his pocket and smirked.
Greyson: I want to show you something.
He grabbed my hand and led me into the game room, up the stairs, into the living room, out the door, and then I saw it. Snow, it was snowing outside. Greyson led me to the middle of the street.
Me: what? What are you doing?
Greyson: your mom also said you never had snow.
I watched as the snow fell to the ground making a snowy blanket.
Me: yeah but how did you-
Greyson: oh no I didnt plan this,this isn't the surprise.
Me: then what is?
Greyson: you will see.
Me: another surprise?
Greyson: always.
The snow slowly fell to Greyson's hair.
I brushed it out and looked at Greyson. He was smiling at me.
Me: what?
Greyson: come here.
Greyson pulled me into a hug and stood there, embracing each other. Loving each other's presence.
Greyson: I um have something to tell you.
Me: okay well what is it?
Me: Okay....
Greyson and I sat on the bench and I slowly put my hands to the piano. *warning I'm ripping off Demi lovato on this song*
I started playing.
Me: 4 years old with my back to the door, all I could hear, was a family war. Your selfish hands always expecting more. Am I you child or just a charity war? You have a hollowed out heart but its heavy in your chest, I try so hard to fight it but its hopeless, hopeless, your hopeless. Oh father please father, I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go. Oh father, please father, put the bottle down for the love of a daughter.
I sneaked a look at Greyson. He had no emotion what so ever.
Me: its been 5 years since we've spoken last, and you can't take back, what we never had oh I can be manipulated only so many times. Before even I love you starts to sound like a lie. You have a hollowed out heart but its heavy in your chest I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless, hopeless, your hopeless, oh father please father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go, oh father please father put the bottle down for the love of a daughter, don't you remember I'm your baby girl, how could you push me right out of your world, lied to your flesh and your blood, put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved. DON'T YOU REMEMBER I'M YOUR BABY GIRL HOW COULD YOU PUSH ME RIGHT OUT OF YOUR WORLD? So young when the pain had begun, now forever afraid of being loved.
I started to cry slowly tears ran down my cheeks.
Me: Oh father, please father, I love to leave you alone but I can't let you go, oh father please father oh oh oh oh father please father put the bottle down for the love of a daughter, for the love of a daughter.
I took my hands off the keys and looked at Greyson. He was crying. Tears slid down his cheeks. It wasn't showing he was girly or weak. It showed he's vulnerable and sensitive. He gets me. How I feel. I never wanted to see him cry. I threw my arms around him and he hugged me, comforting me. We just sat there and cried. Eventually Greyson lifted his head and I lifted mine. His cheeks were rosy and his eyes were still leaking with water.
Greyson: hey let's clean up those tears.
He wiped my tears away and smiled which made me smile.
Greyson: see there's that beautiful smile.
Me: thanks Greyson
I grabbed his hands and held them.
Greyson: I loved that song. Its just amazing. Your voice amazing. Your just amazing.
I laughed.
Me: thanks I try
I said rolling my eyes jokingly.
Greyson: Truthfully I was scared to ask you out.
Me: why?
Greyson: its just your beautiful. Extremely gorgeous and I thought our friendship was going well but you seemed scared to try something new. Something that would make a change, you know.
Me: I was scared, I thought our flirting was just messing around, joking until you asked me and I realized it meant something. Some how I already knew it. No matter what happens I want us to be friends.
Greyson: deal.
Greyson moved his hands and slid them over mine. Then his phone vibrated, and he[glow=red,2,300][/glow][shadow=red,left,300][/shadow] checked it. after he was done he slid it back in his pocket and smirked.
Greyson: I want to show you something.
He grabbed my hand and led me into the game room, up the stairs, into the living room, out the door, and then I saw it. Snow, it was snowing outside. Greyson led me to the middle of the street.
Me: what? What are you doing?
Greyson: your mom also said you never had snow.
I watched as the snow fell to the ground making a snowy blanket.
Me: yeah but how did you-
Greyson: oh no I didnt plan this,this isn't the surprise.
Me: then what is?
Greyson: you will see.
Me: another surprise?
Greyson: always.
The snow slowly fell to Greyson's hair.
I brushed it out and looked at Greyson. He was smiling at me.
Me: what?
Greyson: come here.
Greyson pulled me into a hug and stood there, embracing each other. Loving each other's presence.
Greyson: I um have something to tell you.
Me: okay well what is it?